Oh, I'm sorry you feel that way... Not sure Ive ever told you but when my mom said she hated me so many times I just fet like, your mom is the one person whose supposed to love you through everything. If even she hates me, why would anyone ever love me? And I started to think that maybe, if I could be thinner, smarter, prettier, better, then maybe anyone would ever love me.. Im sorry aabout that summer. I do not think I realised it, but Im having a hard time remembering things, I don't know why
I forgive you! It wasn’t your fault. It was just, I just stopped cutting, and talking about it was hard.
Believe me, your mom doesn’t hate you! She’s just stressed out and she needs to go away for a couple of days/weeks. I still think she works too much and that gets on her nerves. And, well, you have to admit you were not really an angel at home. You were pretty rebelious. So, yeah, I think she just got a bit frustrated and didn’t think about what she was saying.
Are you feeling better now? Do you eat more? Did you stop cutting?